school....

Day 11 of school and everything is going so slow!!!!!! Classes, the week, Masque and Mime, the day, the week, everything!!!!!! ahhhh!!!! its killing me!!! I want to go and do something, but i can't just go some place during the week with all my homework and having to stay after till 5 everyday. Saturday is homecoming which I'm going to so I'm kind of excited for that because its my first and my last homecoming :/ its really weird to think of it that way, but its true. I want to go to Italy so bad!!! but I didn't want to miss this year. I know I'm going to miss all my friends, my family, and Masque and mime, but i just want to leave!!! I know I'm just repeating myself, but I'm just filled with so many different thoughts. Like how its going to be in Italy, what i need to do this year, make sure I do this and see this person and go here. Italy doesn't seem real yet because I'm not accepted into ASSE Italy yet and its only September!!!! and I would be leaving a year from now. This girl who is there now left the day my school started!! I would have if i left after school started! I would have to go with friends and sit in the class with them.

I started selling candy today is school to start fund raising and I only sold like 5 candy bars!!!!! This is going to be harder then I thought. Maybe once people realize that I'm selling it it will be different. I need to do some massive fund raising so I might talk with the principal but I'm not sure because i don't think i should be selling candy in school because its not for a club or anything, but for me. I will try and hopefully I will get something and permission to do something start raising money. So as of now I have $9,295 left to pay for Italy and supplies :) yay!!!!